Struggling to start a novel that has a small chance of touching people’s heart
Turning away from an illustration that my eyes plant the seed for disgust in
Feeling the heavy wave of disappointment crash over me as I sit doing nothing
But what can I do when money is tight?
When businesses don’t give an amateur a chance to be a professional?
Give me a chance to prove my worth so that I may seek new talents
Talents that will draw attention and give me a sense of accomplishment
But for now, it’s still,
“What can I possibly do to make myself feel like a somebody?”
Somebody who has talents
Somebody who can achieve her dreams
Not just sit back, stuck, while everyone else achieves theirs
I don’t want to be boring old average
I want to be a somebody